((Broken Toys and Paper Hearts))

[Absyrtus]

HUMAN

[Basics]

Name: Blamelessly Beloved
Nicknames: Blame, Nathan, Eli
Age: 17
Birthday: May 19th and November 13th
Gender: female and male
Sexuality: bisexual
Status: slave
Played by: Blameless

[Appearance]

Height: 5'1"
Body type: curvy/chubby
Weight: 175 lbs (jesus i'm chubby)
Eye color: brown
Hair color: black (dyed)
Piercings and/or tattoos: ears is all
Ethnicity: white

[Personality]

Likes:

• eating
  
• video games
  
• psychology
  
• philosophy
  
• animals
  
• art
  
• acting like a child
  
• being held and coddled
  
• cooking
  
• mushy romances
  
• yaoi/yuri
  

Dislikes:

• being yelled at
  
• arrogant people
  
• being surrounded by people
  
• stressful situations
  
• having to grow up
  
• too much sugar
  
• school
  
• math
  
• how society rejects their views
  

Strengths:

• insults
  
• being stoic and cold
  
• can be cute and flirty (online only of course)
  

Weaknesses:

• compliments
  
• being yelled at (makes me cry)
  
• has a romantic view of death and doesn't put much value on own life
  

Fears:

• being alone
  
• being rejected
  
• being unloved
  

Habits/Quirks:

• bites nails
  
• makes characters based off traits he wishes he had
  
• tends to get flustered easily
  

[History]

Father: Adam
Mother: Barbara
Sibling: Samantha (14) Alexi (14) Erica (7) Addy (2) Adam (1)
Pet: Shortie (american bulldog and my fav) Wilson (mutt) Stewie (cat) Ben (cat)
Other: Scott (stepdad) Melissa (stepmom)

Detailed History: I grew up in a bad part of town, South Lawrence right next to the projects. My parents were childhood sweethearts until my dad flipped shit for no reason after my little sister Sam was born and practically abused my mom then left. Mom dropped out of college to have me, and struggled to pay her bills, so I grew up living close to my grandparents in a terrible apartment. We didn't have much, and mom had a tendency of dating people she wasn't really into to keep me and Sam safe. My dad remarried a young woman named Melissa who brought her daughter Alexi into our family. Things get rocky from here.

Dad was a dog breeder and body builder basically. He lived off of protein shakes and worked out every day, some of my earliest memories of him was him taking me to the gym with him and leaving me sitting alone at a counter drinking a juice box. He started taking steroids, and things got crazy. Him and Melissa would viciously fight to the point of physical abuse where they would throw heavy objects at each other like vases and bowls. It scared the hell out of us and basically scarred us for life. My dad had a tendency of crying a lot in front of us as a child, which always made us confused and upset. I digress.

Mom got remarried to a man who she loved, Scott. He was nice but yelled a lot at us and was pretty strict. All of my parents were pretty emotionally distant, not giving us much emotional growth and yelling at us for things kids do normally, like yelling and running around. It was a cold and judgmental house where if you had a problem you'd be made fun of for it.

Watering this down.

I grew up mentally screwed severely depressed and warped by both of my parents who basically tried to play me to spy on the other parents, so of course to please them I became the perfect child. I changed my personally to make each of them happy so they would love me, but neither of them were very affectionate.

I never had a boyfriend or girlfriend in school, I used to be harassed a lot because of the fact I was an early developer in the chest area. No one ever complimented me or called me pretty,and in 8th grade I had my first boyfriend. The relationship lasted 6 months and was really distant, and I later found out after we broke up he never actually liked me. I ended up going out with his best friend, my current girlfriend of 3 years, but not to spite him. We had a genuine romantic interest in each other.

Blah blah blah okay my home life is still very stressful blah blah I still have suicidal tendencies that started in middle school and I've developed a habit of narrating my own life in my head as well as the theory that I can actually start to feel other personalities inside my head growing and taking over my body, as well as small voices. I have a lot of thoughts about hurting myself and I use role playing as a therapy to stop these actions, as well as meeting people online like you guys who accept me fully.

Really...all I want is a hug, in truth I'm just a scared child.

The use of "they" in the app is because of the voices in my head all arguing over who gets to write the app.


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